I fell for you the first day we met
Kept my secret
With so many words unsaid
I opened my eyes
With you by my side
My hands were in yours
And we had nothing to hide
From that moment
Our eyes said everything
Everything we felt
With just one blink
Suddenly our time ran faster
And we realized
We were together
Together, we are a beautiful disaster….
Do you remember the time
When everything froze
Do you remember the time
You gave me my first rose?
Do you feel the same
Like how I feel now
It deepens everyday
I don’t know how
I thought it would fade away
And I would have nothing to say
I realized I was so wrong
And I couldn’t be strong
Does your heart pound
When someone mentions me?
Cause I want you to know
You never set me free
Your touch still feels new
Your smell is still so deep
What happened, I would like to know
Cause you had promises to keep….
To all the beautiful times we spent
To all the words we meant
I wonder what had gone wrong
you’ve been away for so long
Sometimes it’s hard to believe
I don’t know where you are
Sometimes it’s hard to believe
You are so, so far
Where did we go wrong
Why did you disappear
I pretend not to care
But I live in fear
Fear of you
Fear of you coming back
I prepare my mind
To face you at the time
I wish we were normal
I wish everything was fine
This is hoping you are there
Hoping you are living like you wanted
Hoping I never have to see you
Because things have ended…
I chose to stand there as I saw the flame roar.
The fierce, beautiful and dangerous flame which set my soul on fire..
I was paralyzed.
Now I feel I should have guarded myself better. After all, it was fire. It was hell.
All it did was burn me into ashes and leave at the same spot.
I am still paralyzed.
What if I said I loved you
What if I was sure
What if I didn’t care about anything else
What if its just you that I live for
What if I screamed out your name
Would you run away?
What if I didn’t think about the future
And only thought of today
What if I say
Without you i’l fall
Sometimes I just wonder
How I would be
if I never have met you at all….
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