Where?

Where the sky meets the sea
Where we are free

When green loves blue
Like me and you

The place where we don’t have to hide
That’s where you and I
collide…

Beautiful Disaster

I fell for you the first day we met
Kept my secret
With so many words unsaid

I opened my eyes
With you by my side
My hands were in yours
And we had nothing to hide

From that moment
Our eyes said everything
Everything we felt
With just one blink

Suddenly our time ran faster
And we realized
We were together
Together, we are a beautiful disaster….

Promises

Do you remember the time
When everything froze
Do you remember the time
You gave me my first rose?

Do you feel the same
Like how I feel now
It deepens everyday
I don’t know how

I thought it would fade away
And I would have nothing to say
I realized I was so wrong
And I couldn’t be strong

Does your heart pound
When someone mentions me?
Cause I want you to know
You never set me free

Your touch still feels new
Your smell is still so deep
What happened, I would like to know
Cause you had promises to keep….

Gone.

To all the beautiful times we spent
To all the words we meant
I wonder what had gone wrong
you’ve been away for so long

Sometimes it’s hard to believe
I don’t know where you are
Sometimes it’s hard to believe
You are so, so far

Where did we go wrong
Why did you disappear
I pretend not to care
But I live in fear

Fear of you
Fear of you coming back

I prepare my mind
To face you at the time
I wish we were normal
I wish everything was fine

This is hoping you are there
Hoping you are living like you wanted
Hoping I never have to see you
Because things have ended…

Imagine

Imagine a sky
With beautiful pink stars
Imagine an ocean
Right in the middle of mars

Imagine you were a bird
With wings of feather
Imagine we could fly
Fly away together

Imagine the world
With only beautiful smiles
Imagine there were no troubles
Only happy lives

Imagine just with your touch
You could do something good
Imagine there were no starvation
And there was no one rude

Imagine, we imagine
We imagine without a fall
Imagine we could
We could just have it all

Alone.

Do you ever feel you are standing alone in a very crowded place?

I do. And most of the time the crowd is my own people. I scream. I shout. I cry and no one can hear me,I fall down. I break. I tear and no one can see me.

Often time slows down,slower than usual and I see myself bleed through the scars I got over the years of struggle. The cuts of insecurity and the bruises of betrayal. Suddenly they become more vivid and the more I want to fix it the more it gets worse.

Sometimes I want to be rescued. Sometimes I need someone to understand what I am trying to say.And most of those times, I am left alone.

On Fire

I chose to stand there as I saw the flame roar.

The fierce, beautiful and dangerous flame which set my soul on fire..

I was paralyzed.

Now I feel I should have guarded myself better. After all, it was fire. It was hell.

All it did was burn me into ashes and leave at the same spot.

I am still paralyzed.

What if…

What if I said I loved you
What if I was sure
What if I didn’t care about anything else
What if its just you that I live for

What if I screamed out your name
Would you run away?
What if I didn’t think about the future
And only thought of today

What if I say
Without you i’l fall
Sometimes I just wonder
How I would be

if I never have met you at all….

Still Waiting….

I stood as the wind blew

As the wind blew against me
I stood still as I knew
As I knew I’m going to be free

The dust and the leaves
Make a whirlpool
you wouldn’t believe…

The strength in me said
“Stand still till it ends”
And my fear was gone
I knew nothing would go wrong

I kept waiting
Waiting for it to stop
Eager to see the sun shine
And a few rain drops

I’m still standing
Standing against the storm
Looks like it’s never ending
Looks like it’s never going to stop..